Driving

Kitkat bought me free apple pie. I called Mommy to make some too kasi nasarapan ako. :))

Jollibee

I noticed this last week. Actually kinda scary.

Sick Sucks

Had terrible colds the past two days. If you've been sick like I have, you will be able to relate quite well with this. :)) 


IMPORTANT: Click the picture to enlarge. Everything looks better that way. :D

The First Day

This blog will now be for comics that depict my day, entitled Ragerobby. :))
I just liked the idea, so I'm pushing through with it.
If you know what Ragecomics are, you'll be familiar with the faces found on these comics. :>


So here's the first one! It happened just earlier. :D

Sunrise.

I really feel quite stupid right now. Haha.

I wanna drink coffee and wait for the sunrise but I'm still debating within whether or not it's a good idea. It's not reasonable, for sure, but I'm feeling a bit unreasonable right now.

My current state makes me want to avoid blogging. Maybe I shall go against that too.

Feeling very indecisive. Hahaha.

See ya, blog. See ya real soon. :)

-Frobby-

I'm gonna ditch the formalities and format of my posts. 

Too lazy.

I Gotta Feeling

That you and I are going to get along a lot better in the near future, dear blog.

Let's see. Only time will tell. :)

-Frobby-

A Small Self-Sacrifice

I was at Jollibee last Monday, planning to eat just fries and chill there. Suddenly, this guy approached me and said he wanted me to be part of their photo shoot thing for their annual report. Thinking that I was there anyway, and it wouldn't hurt to play along I agreed to be part of it. He told me that all I had to do was go about my own business and just be there. So I just went on eating and using my phone. :))

There were also three others who were part of the scene, so it was all good.

After a while, spaghetti and pineapple juice materialized before me. They told me that it was just props so, I was okay with it. I was already kind of full at that time, so I wasn't planning on eating it. :P A little more setting up was done, then they signaled the start of the photo shoot. And they made me eat the spaghetti.

Free food.

But there was one itsy bitsy problem - I wasn't supposed to eat meat that day.

At first, I was very hesitant 'cause I was both full and not supposed to eat meat. But I said, meh. Nakakahiya naman magback out. :)) So I ate some and drank some juice and continued to eat some more. Act natural daw eh, so I did my best. =))

In a short while, it was all over. As a final surprise, they handed all of us P100 gift certificates. =)) TALK ABOUT NAKALIBRE. It was such a crazy moment of my life. :))

We all signed waivers as if our pictures could be used for voodoo and cause our deaths, and then we we're done. I finished the rest of my spaghetti because I didn't want to show them any sign of rejection for the free things they gave us. Nakakahiya lang talaga, but I was already so full and guilty. :))

I'm officially a model. :> Or at least an extra. =))

-Frobby-

PS: One of those others was Kris. I was with her. :)) They also instructed us to talk to each other, eye contact required. I was just saying anything I could think of, like "Mag-usap raw tayo, so game! Usap tayo! Magsabi ka lang ng kahit ano!" =)) The other two people laughed because of what I said. :)) It was super fun!

5530

I HAVE A NEW PHONE.

TRIUMPH. \m/

I liiiiike iiiiiit. It's GOOOOOOD. :">

-Frobby-

Abandoned!

I guess after the super slowerage of my posting, many people stopped visiting my blog. So mostly no one gets to read the things I've been putting here. More proof in the chatbox. :P

I don't really want to advertise it anymore. :)) 

Nakakatamad na eh. Hahaha!

Oh well, I'm still going to post. :)

-Frobby-

Rent Flesh

I know that I love eating meat, but seeing raw cuts of pork in the meat section of the grocery earlier made me cringe a bit.

If they're already small and indistinguishable from the animals they came from, I'll be totally fine with seeing it. But the pork pata cut is still a whole, very much recognizable leg. And the one I saw a while ago (which my mom bought shortly afterwards) had the pig's thumb hanging on just by a tiny bit of skin and had a deep cut on somewhere on the elbow-ish joint. I felt sick after seeing that and just stopped observing. It was a bit too much for me, and I was surprised that I felt that way. :|

No, I'm not going to stop eating meat any time soon. :)) But I won't be the one buying it from a grocery. I guess I'm quite sensitive when it comes to blood, wounds and dead things. 

Which is weird, because I can stomach super violent video games naman. =))

But real things are just 120109218309 times worse than virtual things. :P

So yeah, no meat shopping for me. Hahaha.

-Frobby-

Surprises

Really, I think you can most easily be made happy if your expectations have been lowered. A surprise can just totally bring the house down for you after you begin anticipating disappointment. :)

Thank you so much for what you did.

You really surprised me, and I'm sorry for thinking that you wouldn't be able to stay true to what you said anymore.

You really made my day. :D

-Frobby-

One Fine Resolution

One of the resolutions I made during the start of 2010 was to blog at least 15 times a month. Well, I'm kind of way below that count but I hope to make up for it by making a TON of catch-up posts. The thing about this blog is that not all of the posts should be super long and full of meaning. So I'm going to use that to my advantage and bump up the number of posts in the coming months. 

I need quite a bit of push for this project though *wink wink* so please help me make it through this year as a consistent blogger. :)

That's going on my goals list!

15 posts x 12 months = 180 posts

That means 180 posts by the end of 2010. 

Let's do this.

Goal # 7:

180 posts by the end of 2010.

28/180

-Frobby-

Goal Update.

Goals:

1. To lose 12 pounds -

Uhh. I'm putting this on hold.
 

2. ????? - 5/5 (Done!) 18/25 -  

It's been so long, but at least this got a +1 today. :)
 

3. To find the course that I'm sure I want - 

Getting closer. I've narrowed it down to 2 choices.

 
4. To watch Paramore live

Nah. I don't really feel like it anymore.
 

5. To get my PC fixed

Probably this summer. I really hope so.

 
6. To finish Fallout: New Vegas
COME OUT ALREADY. :((((

About Me: Thinking

So I haven't been able to blog lately because of the supercrazy schedules we've been having in school. Projects galore and exams kasi eh, tapos throw in a bit of Hilites pa. :)) It's a complicated life I live. Well, not really. Hahaha.

I just want to say that I've had some time to get to know myself more. It's interesting to find out things about yourself that you wouldn't really notice unless you paid attention. It's even more interesting to find out the flaws you have and trying to do something about it. Self-improvement can be a really difficult thing to face, but hey, it's really worth it. 

Contrary to popular belief, my greatest distraction is not computer usage. :P I actually waste more time drifting through connected thoughts during the times when I should be doing something else. Thinking, surprisingly, takes up so much time for me that it eats up quite a large part of my time in each day. Yeah, sure, it sounds kind of loser-introvert-nerd when said but my thoughts mean a lot to me. Hey, even this blog is dedicated to house and preserve the thoughts which I deem worthy of keeping for a long time. :) I just like thinking about things because I believe that doing so will give me a better understanding of my world and life. That helps me a lot.

What sucks though, is that even if I understand what's wrong and what I need to do, I have a very flimsy sense of willpower. One moment, I can be shouting at myself in my head and telling myself to fix a certain thing I noticed was wrong and the next could be spent doing the very thing I wanted to change. I have to change that about me, but trying to will be like requiring myself to enter a locked room whose only key can be found inside. The solution is within the problem.

But self-improvement has really been my main goal in recent times. I want to be better because I know I can be better. This isn't me at my full potential. And I doubt I'm anywhere close.

I need help. But in the end, it's only I who can help myself realize my goals.

-Frobby-

Happiness Hunting

Happiness is just hearing that what you have done made a positive difference to people you know.

I just want to look for sources of happy right now. It's quite heartwarming to hear words that make the things you do matter.

Robby: We (Hilites Magazine) got two Teddies?
Robby: How come I don't hear about these things?
Orville: YEAH!!
Robby: :))
Orville Zosa: you didn't know?
Orville Zosa: =))
Orville Zosa: teamwork
Orville Zosa: and breakthrough project for the sesqui
Orville Zosa: :>
Robby: Well, of course. :>
Orville Zosa: CONGRATS!!
Robby: :))

I did quite a lot for Hilites' Sesqui Issue. And it really made me happy so much good things from people when it came out. Especially when our moderator congratulated the Org for a job well done. More than a month after the issue came out, and it still gets recognition. And this time, it's official. Good work, Hilites. :D

And of course, good job to you too, Robby. :)

Last Saturday, I helped Lian with her speech by thinking up and trying out the demonstration she wanted to present. I took pictures of the whole test, which she ended up using instead of having to redo the demo in front.

Robby: Kamusta naman yung speech mo? Hahaha.
Lian: ok naman!
Lian: :)

...

Lian: may nagcomment sakin... "commendable illustration" :>
Lian: naks
Robby: WOAH. :))
Robby: HAHAHA.
Lian Vega: NAKS NAMAN SA ILLUSTRATION MO ANO
Lian Vega: :>

...

Robby: Galing
Robby: Tumeamwork tayo ah. :))
Robby: Buti na lang bored ako nun!
Lian: :>
Lian: I KNOW RIGHT
Lian: I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL
Lian: =))
Robbeh: YES NAMAN
Robbeh: GUMAGANON.
Robbeh: =))

So those are two of the things that made my day. :)

I'mma go get my spear and hunt for some more. :>

-Frobby-

What were you saying? *bite bite bite*

Dogs can't understand us when we speak. If one was chasing after you, and you screamed "DON'T BITE ME, I DON'T TASTE GOOD!" at it, it would still go after you and eventually bite you. Even if the dog has been with you as a pet for several years, it would only be able to understand basic commands.

When I got home from school today, I immediately played with our dog. Bagong ligo and bagong toothbrush kasi, so ang bango pa niya. Hahaha. I just kept hugging it, lifting it up, scratching its tummy, petting its head and stuff like that. Chuckie's awesome.

And when I was lying down on the floor, quite tired from all that playing with him, he started going after my hand and was licking it. I didn't really mind until it started biting. I could tolerate it, but got annoyed after some time so I hid my hand from him. I started pressing his head down while petting him so that he couldn't bite my hand, and he just laid down for a while. He stopped, but later on resumed biting. This time, I just let him bite all he wanted.

I didn't like his biting, but that's just how puppies are. They bite stuff because their teeth itch. I understood that, so I never took it against Chuckie.

How is it that I can understand my dog, but not people that are really close to me, for doing things that might not exactly make me happy? It makes me feel stupid when I think about it that way.

Change that, Robby.
Change the things you think are stupid.

I wish I was more understanding.

I don't want to be so selfish.

-Frobby-

Thought Splurge # 2

Hellooooo, everyone!

I've been so stressed and busy lately. School is just so tiring. Burn out na kung burn out. :))
Currently blogging on Daddy's Blackberry. It's going to be gone soon, might as well use it up. >:) Wahahaha! Wawasakin at uubusin ko 'to. :>

Okay, super sabaw naman you, Robby. =)) Pagbigyan niyo na ako please, abo na lang 'ata natitira sa skull ko. Nasunog na yung utak ko completely. :| Gusto ko tuloy kumain ng barbeque or something. =P~ HOMAYGAAAAAHD. =))))

Konti na lang, summer ko na! 2 weeks na lang, then exams na. I'm uper excited, friends. I'm sooooo ready for boredom talaga. Ayoko naaaa! :)) Mas mabuti nang mabato kaysa mapuyat! I think. Pero I bet, in two months, I'll be wanting to go to school na. =)) AY, hindi pala! Ayoko pa maging Senioooor. :(( I wanna stay in HS pa rin. Booooooo.

College. Ugh, not for me. :))
Sa totoo lang, ayoko na magcollege eh.
Bum na lang me! :D

Anyway, ang sabog ko na. Hahaha.
I'll try to blog in the coming days. :)

-Frobby-

Dreams

How often is it that you're in control of your dreams?

For me, never. I don't ever get to control my dreams. :( I really, really want to though.It would be really great to do anything you want, being limited only by your imagination. Wow. :))

But actually, I'd rather have some of my dreams the way they are. If I've ever told you about any of them, you'd know how weird most of them are. And I mean that with much innocence. :D They're just plain crazy and random. Hahaha.

Sometimes, I get such interesting dreams that I force myself back to sleep when I wake up. And that's not that rare of an occurence! Kung meron lang kasing save points sa dreams, ang saya nun o. Haha! You'll have an alternate story about yourself to follow when you're asleep. :D

I love how my dreams are, because they put me in scenarios that I could never think myself into. In a sense, I'm more creative when I'm unconscious. =)) Strange, I know. But it's awesome.

It also works against me sometimes, though. When I have bad days, I'm almost 100% sure to get a nightmare. And in these bad dreams, negative realities are pushed to their extremes and I just wake up feeling horrible. That's why it's a policy for me to always try my best to end my day on a high note.

I wish there was a way to induce dreams when you sleep every night. :))

-Frobby-

Thought Splurge # 1

Made yesterday, 6pm in Cafe Azul. :)

Wargh, I'm getting fetched at 7 pm pa. Hahaha.

It's already 6 now, but stiiiiilll! I really want to go home na and sleeeeep. Ngayon na nga lang ako makakatulog, late pa ako makakauwi. :| But nope, I'm still in school. Cafe Azul, finished eating Pork Barbeque and my Math HW. :)) I have Kit's laptop with me naman, so I decided to blog. Ngayon na lang ako nagkatime ulit eh! :D

I absolutely have no more money. 50 more pesos to spend for the rest of the week. That's 3 more days. =)) OH GAAAAHD.

The good news is that I'll be able to save a bit more money a week because someone's busy and I can't meet her anymore. :P Hahaha! Pero ayos lang yan. :> Pursue your dreams!

I'm finally done with a chunk of the major tasks assigned to me, so I get to ease off a bit. Finished everything Hilites last night. That's the Elections and Fair guide, and I can say that I'm REALLY proud of myself. Ang ganda! Hahaha, and I wasn't even required to do the Elections guide. Overachiever ako eh, what can I say. :))

Last week was one of the most hellish weeks in my High School life. @-) Glad that it's over.

Sarap. :D

SORRY, RANDOM. =))

-Frobby-

Frozen Flafa

Someone's busy again, so

I'M TAKING OVER!! >:)

As you can see, his last blog was last Thursday pa and I don't think he can blog pa tonight.

So ako na lang. =))

HAHAHAHAHA!

Well, I've been really busy too lately but now I'm really bored and I have nothing to do.

Oh, I can read a book.

Ayy, let's talk about the book that I am currently reading na lang. :> It's entitled What Should I Do With My Life? By Po Bronson. So far, so good. I've been realizing a lot, but I won't tell you. >:P Read it.

As you can see, I really have nothing to say. 

Anyway, sorry for wasting you time, dear bloggers.

I'll blog something decent next time, when I'm not sabaw. Teehee.

-Flafa-